I and She

I'm scared
I'm worried
What am I going to do?
I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore. I'm just going with the flow

I guess?

Do I care what happens to me?
Is this a good idea?
It's not a problem I'm sure

Maybe no one should know

No. No one. No one should know

What if they hate me for not telling them?
What if they hate me for telling them?

Better not tell them then

It's better that way
It'll be better if I don't say a word

Hold it inside

is it just going to keep building?
What if I lose it?

Do I have a breaking point?

Do I need help?

Maybe
Maybe I should be alone

Yes I should stay alone
No contact

Nothing
Just silence

Is isolation the answer?

Maybe?

I need to stop thinking
I need to stop talking

No. I can't
If I stop it's all over

I can't keep this up
What if they notice

They won't
You won't

Just stop








She's losing it